IDK :')

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What are we ? I do not understand our relationship . Sometimes we are Best friends but sometimes we are Lovers and sometimes I am just a Stranger for you . One minute we are talking Everyday , the next you are acting like I mean nothing to you . I just wish you would start making sense because you are confusing me right now :') . I am really do not know what you want actually .

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