sadness ever :(

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ape korang rse kalau si dye cakap yang dye maseh sayang 'ex-gf' dye . sdeyh kan . macam tu lah saye ase skrg nie . sdeyh giler. kan best kalau dye syg ye sorg je . tapi tak tau nak luahkan pde sape . so saye luah je kat blog nie . sape nak mengater tolong blah okei . teehee ! nak mengadu kat kwn baek pon xbleyh sbb duk kat rumah . minggu nie kan balik bermalam so xbleyh la kan . sebenarnye nak buat bodo je tapi xbleyh . biler ingat balik mse diorang kapel dulu . sakit ati gile gile ase . dah la ex-gf dye tu klasmate saye dulu . nanges pom xjadi apeape pom . so xnak nanges untuk dye sbb cume membazir airmata je . saye dah penat sebenarnye dengan sume nie . tak tahan ! kau paham tak hah ?! k laa . nak pergi tido sebab nak lupekan sume nie . huhuhu . kpade org yang berkenaan tolong lah paham saye buat kali nie je , xbleyh ke !


Comments

huhu said…
Bay. sabar la ekk. Care ah ke dy tuh. Nanti lama lama dia sedar ah tu.
February 17, 2012 at 11:16 PM
budakbajupurple said…
urm . tu ar nop mroh pom ade . geram sngt2 . nati la stori mori .
February 17, 2012 at 11:51 PM
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